wah i'm getting confused mann! HOW MANY PEOPLE WITH THE SAME NAME IN THIS YEAR's SEC 3?!?! . 4 mann! and i'm confused who is who.. except one. HAHA. why so many people with the same name ar?? but that name really nice lar.. hahaha. okok being random! back to studying for my physics test! haha

i finally remembered zombie's face!

zombie is a nick my brother gave her. haha.
he says she has white face. heavy eye bags. skinny. look like zombie. hurhur.

surprisingly, i cant remember zombie's face in school. at home, i can remember! lol.

cheers dudes!

i'm beginning to love wednesdays! they are my favourites.

ilovewednesdays
ilovewednesdays
ilovewednesdays =)

i wanna play captain's ball with softball girls again. excluding one girl. =.= [i'm not bias]
i always thought that softball girls are quite kns..
turns out they are sweet and fun people!


CNY is coming! i'm TOTALLY looking forward to the CNY concert! nice or not nice. i dont care.
actually school can be quite fun. minus those tests and exams.. and MAJOR exams of course!
had a look at the straits times just now.. aeronautical engineering @ SP C.O.P is 12!!~ omg. BUT sports and leisure management @ RP C.O.P is 26! what a difference!! i guess i have to work doubly hard to achieve L1R4 < 12



i want my PSP asap!!!!! argh.. but i know once i have that gadget in my hands. i will go out of control.. HAHA. fear not. i will control myself and limit my playing time to WEEKENDS and FRIDAY NIGHTS only!

must secondary tuitions be one-to-one?



damnit..







-i cant stop thinkng. of.you-

my knee....... hurts.
the joint. the ligament. the bones. i'm not joking.
everytime i walk a step, it feels as if i would go down any moment.
damn knee. eat so many types of medicine also no use.
waste of money. my mum asked me whether i regretted playing soccer and got this injury.
NO! i dont regret at all.. i rather it hurts.


i'm numbed. let nature takes its course. and hope it all goes along well..
-i'm literally on the verge of collapsing.

-my life is a complete mess now-

i'm confused.

i'm seriously going to flunk my add math test badly!

am i very weird these days? shuet jing says i'm so weird.. everyday like in a daze.. recess period always like looking for someone.. then keep smiling to myself.. LOL...
yes, i'm looking for someone..
someone...
someone who makes me smile like a silly fool to myself..
someone........ yes that's the one.. lol enough crapping..

had a pact with shuet jing, pearl, beryl, jinxuan, shuwen that we will meet outside our school after 5 years.. on 21 december. 12 noon! year 2013.. yes i'm very looking forward to that day!

















-i'm going nuts over you.-

HOHO! CNY is coming! hooray!
i can only say. life is full of ups and downs.. yea.. experienced both lately..
played captain's ball with some softball girls on wednesday after duty.. except for someone by the name of -yanwen [duno whether i correct or not] others.. still okay.. some looked really cute and sweet.. well there is this girl, melissa [according to shuwen], came up to me and asked me, "hey are you from this school? or already graduated? i never see you in school before leh.." i replied, " i am a student here *pointing to the cca tee i was wearing*. i see you before.. SOFTBALL." she went "LOL!!! hahaha."
-"you now sec 3 right?"
-"yea"
*continues our game*
in the end, we [GB girls I NOT GB!] won them... HAHAHA.
the next day.. during recess, she saw me.. came up to tap my shoulder.. i got a shock mann! hahaha.

ANW. yesterday O-level results released.. my cousin.got 6A2Bs for her Os! A2 for biology mann!! *awed* cannot. must star working hard!!!!

VISITED THE PARLIAMENT HOUSE TODAY!!!! COOL MANN!!! EVERYTHING WAS SO SOLEMN AND SERIOUS!!! saw many MPs, many many things lar! saw miss Eunice Olsen too! HAHAHAHAHA. everyone said it was boring BUT I FOUND IT SO EXCITING!!!!!! enjoyed the speech mr chiam see tong gave! well-said and EXCELLENT! haha!!!! kk shall go off now! came to type some R&R for ARC!! haha, 'beg' ms yang to send me ZHUO WEN XUAN's songs! hahahahaha

HAHAHA. nice song. nice MV. ella and hebe getting prettier... i absolutely LOVE ella's HAIR! hurhur.. 4guys3girls.. poor aaron was left alone. HAHAHAHA. ROFLMAOWTIME. ^^

finally completed my composition.. settled some ARC stuffs.. i'm sill feeling bad.. chairman but not acting as one... i'm sorry..

haha. i haven do my english composition hw! oh no.

and. i look like a freaky nerd with my fringe. damn... =.=

woots i finally got to take my identification card [IC]!

shall i ignore? or shall i treat it as if nothing happened..?
if i ignore, i'm afraid sth bad will happen. if i treat it as if nth happened, i feel lost.
i'm so lost now. my mind is not with my soul.. long story cut short, i feel so sucky now..
i'm such a sucker who cant handle simple stuffs. fcuk me.

AR! finally can update.. okay. i came home today to find my door being splashed by black paint. serious. duno which goondo ah-long BLIND! the wall states 'O$P$, #10-562' my door number also not 562!!!! LOL...

anw.. going parliament house on monday.. listening to live session with the ministers, MPs.. *excited*

school has been tiring mann.. relationships too [friends]. i can make my friends laugh.. but i cant make myself laugh... why people shun away from their friends? without reasons. what she is doing is obvious.. very obvious. people asking me, 'you quarrel with her?' i really duno how to answer.. is it my fault? dont come crying when the other party shuns you.. dont come finding us when the other party is busy and has no time to bother about you.. i cant read your mind. i duno what you are thinking unless you tell me.. which i bet you had no intention of.. you can just go away without saying 'bye', come into class as if we are invisible.. you call that friendship? i dont think so.. if you are angry with that person or group of people, tell them directly.. dont play hide and seek and pretend you duno us.. it hurts us if you duno that.. i know you know i'm talking about you.. i dont intend to hide anything, i dont intend to be harsh.. but circumstances made me so.. you can forget us.. you can shun us, you can do anything.. but... please... people have feelings. you call us friends and you treat us like this? think about it..

my blog has become livelier har? haha.. waiting for L word season 5 to be released! waiting for mummy 3 to be released!

guys. do listen to yes 933fm on 28, 31 january! 14 feb too!

PS: STompers, listen the 31 jan de! haha. specially for you guys!

lots of things to blog. but no mood to blog now.. shall blog when i'm free...

Dont fcuking make fun of my mum's name, its nothing funny. and i will get furious.

ah pearl pearl just told me she would further her studies in AUSTRALIA after poly! so good mann! i once asked my mama if i could go australia to study. she said NO! its too expensive. LOL..

Diploma in Sports & Wellness Management @ Nanyang Poly OR Diploma in Integrated Events & Project Management @ Singapore Poly? LOL...

COP for Dip in S&W is 17.. LOL. i'm thinking too far ahead lar.. but this 2 are my goals... as in, target.. HAHA

so much hw!!!! =.=
i'll do them once i return from the open house of nanyang poly! =)

ms low MIA for a month. duno happy or sad for us...

happy- no more naggings [HAHAHA]
sad- Os coming luh!

LONG TIME NO UPDATE! ROFLMAOWTIME.. new 'phrase' i learnt today. haha

something to clarify.. in the quiz. i put 'househusband' because all names i put were girls. so if i put 'housewife', it would feel weird, out-of-place. and.. 'housewife' sounds weird for me can? haha

okayokay.. i must say we have a very excellent english teacher. she's funny, thinks out-of-the-box, makes us do physical punishments, makes someone wears a tag saying, 'deemed guilty, etc' and goes around the school. LOL..

major brain-killing decisions going through my brain now.. whether to drop add math or not? mr toh suggested that i drop it after CA1 if i really cant cope. but..... LOL

went singapore poly yesterday [10/1/2008] hell lots of students, raining... no tour guides.. duno where to go.. in the end, explored the schools, walking, roaming anyhow. collecting brochures, etc.. in the end, so hungry that we went KFC for CHEESE FRIES! our bus. DAMN! 6.15plus then arrive! waited for so long! reached school about 7pm, reached home about 7.30pm!!

going nanyang poly tomorrow with jinxuan, shuet jing, pearl.. hope not so many people.. HAHA. i'll update again before MIA-ing for another 2weeks i guess. hahaha..

... i'm trying to pester my dad to buy me a psp slim or nintendo ds lite now! then i'll pay him after Os! hahaha

HAHAHA. Marry Ms Yang. 16kids. OH I'M SO LAME. did this duno how many times le. hahaha
LMAO!

anw, painted my granny's house ytd.. right hand aching like hell. hahaha. OH YEA! going singapore poly this thurs! nanyang poly this saturday! hahaha. excited! HOHOHO!!
suddenly, i'm so enthu about add math, i seem to be able to understand everything mr toh said.. but, i still detests those assignments, tests! haiz. surely fail... LOL

my junior [who calls me 'daddy'....] asked me when i will find a 'mummy' for her. i was... *stunned for words*. LOL. hahaha. hmm. this question is worth considering! hahaha


**off to listen to some biology online lessons** haha

MC King is dead. shocking?
life is really unpredictable..

http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=30839

MY MARIO BOXERS! i feel so weird in it.. hahaha. my mum says its cute. hahaha

Tough year ahead i know. *mentally prepares myself*
almost all are missing mr low and his 'formula'... new principle.. seriously, i dont quite like.. no offense. maybe i'm still not used to her.. though back about the times i wasted during secondary 3.. kinda regretting now.. my friend asked me if i had any resolutions.. my answer was. hopefull L1R4: 15 or below. nanyang poly/singapore poly/republic poly.. can i achieve that? let's see. ^^

discussed about blogs during mother tongue lesson.. do people really write their true feelings on it? or they hide some, say some? for me, i do write about my true feelings. BUT, i do hide some too..
kinda feeling the stress now... october Os. december receive results le. fast? yes it is.. haha..

FT - Ms Lo Weng Han
Chem/Phys/Bio/MT/Geog/Math - Same..
PE - Mr Paul Tan [suay]
SS - Ms Lo
Eng - Mrs Rachel Lee! [COOL!]

yo guys! happy belated new year! haha. back from thailand! first day of school reopen...

okay. things to note on my trip to thailand. hahaha

1st day - took SQ972 to thailand. LOL. saw a trans [mtf] pon arrival. LOL. then took taxi to hotel, Novotel @ Siam Square. super nice and comfortable can! hahaha. checked in and changed.. went to pray 4-faced buddha, then walked around... at night, went to somewhere near hotel for dinner.. then shopped at siam square. wanted to buy beanie but hesitated... wanted to get earrings but it was expensive, so.. then walked to MBK, shopping centre.. bought 3 tees there.. 2white, 1pink stripes. 780baht [S$35].. i swear there's MANY MANY MANY trans, andro couples, homo couples there mann! the trans there, mostly MTFs, are really pretty... went some street, forgot the name.. haha. SO MANY bikini-clad girls pole-dancing. HAHA. i was like AWE-ing all the way. LOL. then went back to hotel to watch soccer, EVERTON VS ARSENAL. watched till like 2am.. cant sleep without my bolster...

2nd day - woke up at @ 11am plus.. had breakfast. my cousin 'stoled' some breakfast for us.. brave wor! then headed to pratunum. a street selling tees, assesories, etc.. bought a mario boxer, 80baht.. some assesories for my friends, [200baht, buy 10 get 2 free]. we sure bargained a lot okay! lunch @ some roadside stall. LOL. then continued walking. then went to platinum plaza but the clothes there not suitable for me... all so girly.. LOL, so we went back hotel. my cousin, her daughter, my mum and me went for massage.. have to take off clothes and wear the robe given. LOL. then then then, the girl pressed till very shiok.. pressed my ahem.. then, like nothing happen. but she's quite good, my body really went 'crack crack crack'. but then i begin to feel the aches after an hour. LOL. went for dinner with my cousin's husband's colleague. LOL. damn taxi cheated us of 100baht, sending us to the wrong place! then finally got to the correct place after like 20mins... then finally settled down. the man, saito-san.. doesnt believe i'm girl, doesnt believe i'm my parents daughter. LOL. then keep making fun of me. like, 'hey boy, cheers' LOL.. then went back hotel.... watched LIVERPOOL VS MANCHESTER CITY. again, slept at 2am plus... same reasons... filled bathtub with hot water, wanted to soak in it, but my butt hurts, so soaked 3 minutes only then came up le. LOL

3rd day - woke up, went breakfast. this time, my dad and my cousin's husband purposely eat very fast, then came up, then my cousin's daughter and me went down to take their place. LOL.. daring har.. haha.. then, checked out of hotel, went shopping at siam square and MBK again. hahaha. wanted to get a EVERTON jersy but... the imitation so fake, so i saved the money. haha.. ate cold noodles for lunch, REALLY cold okay! haha.. then took taxi to another hotel, Park Avenue, Grand Mecure.. LOL. the toilet there really........ got a piece glass to see the inside of the toilet!!!!! then i dont dare to bath, fear people peek at me. went back to siam square AGAIN, shopped for my parents' and siblings' things.. then ate steamboat for dinner.. took taxi back again. in the taxi, my cousin, niece, mama were guessing the sex of the taxi driver, they said he was guy. i told then she was girl. they dont believe, i sat at the centre, so i can clearly see everything.. i saw the binder she wore, saw no adam's apple, notice her voice was soft and girly. LOL. they concluded she was a good taxi driver, knew the roads well, drives well. hahaha. AND FOR YOUR INFO, 6 PEOPLE SQUEEZED INTO A TAXI ALWAYS! can you imagine how squeezy it was? LOL.. returned to hotel, i bathed after my mum promised not to look at me, not to let people look at me.. then it was my cousin and her daughter's turn to bath, they were scared, of duno what, so they bathed together.. then my mum being naughty, asked me whether wanna go over peek at them, then we tip-toed over and peek at them, they duno we were looking at them, so we saw both of them naked! hahaha. until my niece stepped into the bath tub, then saw us peeking, then screamed.. then i laughed till saliva nearly drip out. HAHAHA. then after 3 minutes, we went back again, this time my niece was super alert, and she saw us instantly.. went back again after 3minutes.. peeked for about 15 seconds, then my niece screamed again. then they came out giggling.. HAHAHAHA. as the time difference between singapore and thailand is 1hour, we were still in 2007 when singapore was already in 2008. first time i spent my new year overseas. hahaha. watched a thailand channel, counted down with them, saw a series of fireworks display. LOL. wished my parents, cousin happy new year. HAHA. my niece and her dad were asleep. haha. watched television till 2am AGAIN, slept..

4th day - woke up super early.. watched 'initial D' while my parents were down for breakfast.. my cousin and her husband came up with breakfast for us.. then ate and chatted.. packed our luggage, checked out, went to pratunum AGAIN. met a nice and polite taxi driver, my cousin gave him 100baht when the fare was only 40+ baht. LOL. shopped again. bought a polo tee. the one with a big logo on the top left hand corner.. walked for like miles! joking... in search for a place to eat. haha. ate our fill, returned to hotel.. everyone went for foot massage after 4 days of shopping. haha. super itchy can. hahaha. got one lady, kinda like flirting with my dad. pissed.. keep saying 'wo xi huan zhong guo ren' [i like chinese man]. LOL. then everyone slept, but i kept looking at her, make sure she dint do anything to my dad. haha. my legs, esp foot super itchy after the massage. LOL. went back hotel, collect luggages, went to airport. checked in, did some duty-free shopping [my cousin, dad..] then board plane SQ 625... got one caucasian woman, haven fly then vomit, made the whole cabin so smelly. LOL. my food came and i had totally no appetite. LOL. watched 'heartbreak kid' [rated R21 in singapore i think], too bad had to stop as plane landed... aish! went back home.. found out my maid washed my beloved bolster. [no wonder my right eye was twitching all the way at the airport].. i cried like some 3 year old kiddy kid who lost her toy. i know i'm stupid.. packed bag, slept.. without my bolster. LOL....

thailand is really fun! can consider immigrating there! hahaha

TAYHUICHENG.
-normal girl.
-boyish though.
-short like a potato.
-ugly like a durian.
-cow is my nick, pig is my partner.
-can be funny at times, but can also be like the volcano eruption when something upsets me. *BEWARE*.
-stupid.
-lame.
-joker.
That's Me..

Ex-Northlander.
Current-Orchid Parker.
In a class of animals called 4s2-animal farm
Taking Os this year.
Aiming to get into SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC to study TOURISM and MANAGEMENT.
-24 april – Start of MYE
-3 may – SISTER’s birthday!
-12 may - End of MYE
-20 may – SHUWEN’s birthday!

COWSENSE