Friday, November 9, 2007
WARNING!*The following contains expilcit contents! Not for those who cant stand vulgarities and those PURE ppl!*
FUCK! I have had enuff of all this. SERIOUS MANN! EVERYWHERE i go, ppl tend to talk to me abt GOD, JESUS, LESBIANISM, HOMOSEXUAL-ISM. WHY WHY WHY?!
Yesterday, went to some lawyer's house to do my brother's deed poll, he was changing his name. Then, this female lawyer came talking to me about god. Wad 'I'm THE PRECIOUS CHILD OF GOD!'?! Saying, 'maybe god wants me to tell you this, coz yesterday night, i have this feeling i'm going to talk about this.......have a feeling i'm going to talk about lesbianism, tomboys, etc.... WAD THE FUCK! Come on, i'm not a 3 year old kiddy kid. LOL. Still talk about MIRACLES, she said she ACCIDENTALLY threw away her gems, den MIRACULOUSLY found them in Singapore?! WHO WILL EVER GONNA BELIEVE THAT SHIT?!
Quoted from her, 'god planned everything, when we born; wad we do when we grow up; when we die, etc...' SO, THERE IS SERIOUSLY NO USE TALKING TO ME ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT! since god planned EVERYTHING, SO EVERYTHING HAS BEEN ALREADY PLANNED! no matter wad I do, wad U GUYS do, ITS NOT GONNA HELP! all i wanna say is, LET NATURE TAKES IT COURSE. no use forcing a person to do something when the person DOESN'T WANT TO. I noe my parents care and worry abt me, BUT, wad can i do? I cant help it! i'm sorry if u guys wanna think that i purposely did this to disappoint u. I AM NOT! EVEN IF I WERE ONE, WAD'S SO WRONG ABT IT?! i mean, is homosexuality really that discriminated at by u guys? well, they are humans, they love ppl too. JUS THAT THEIR SEXUAL ORIENTATION IS DIFFERENT! u cant blame them though, its their GENES, its BORN-IN them.
enough of crapping, i jus wanna get this outta my chest. ITS FRUSTRATING, makes me lose sleep. and i think my relationship with my parents is gonna hurt bcoz of this topic. LOL. i tried my best to stop this, but i cant. SORRY GUYS!
I'm jus pissed and frustrated. dint meant to hurl so much vulgarities. but if u mind, den dun read this.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."