Saturday, November 17, 2007
Today is the day i'll probably remember for life.Early morning, we went down to geylang to pay our last respects for my shi gong/ah-ku. saw him in the coffin for the last time. got down on our knees and paid our last respects. =.= again. i cried. i tried holding back my tears but whenever i think of the times we spent together, i teared. went to mandai crematorium, hall 2. his coffin was pushed inside. we all stand by his coffin, bowed 3 times to him. den, made our way to the viewing hall, waiting for his coffin to be pushed into the 'oven'. there, AGAIN, i tried not to cry. but AGAIN, i failed to do so. thinking back, i kinda regret not spending more time with him. when his coffin was pushed, or rather computer-automated to 'roll' inside the 'oven', i cried like hell, like wad i did in china 2 months ago. and my fcuking bloody idiot nose released SO MUCH mucus, heavy flow. until my hands oso sticky. yucks. i only start to tear and my nose start to 'rain'! lol. okok. in the past, he told me when he's better, he'll treat us to swensen's ice-cream, now there's no chance. he wanted me to learn his skills, helping ppl feel the pulse, i told him when i'm older, now, older also no use. still remembered the time he took me to Malaysia, brought us to play, shopping, eat sumptuous dinner even though his leg was hurting that time. he got this never-say-die attitude. he was like half a god, he kinda knew when he would die. i shall not elaborate lar.. anw, i really miss him lar. T.T
todae, we sent our maid, gemma, back to Philippines too. she cried, i dint. not that i'm heartless, but, i managed to hold back my tears. 2years 2months. time flies like nobody's business. my new maid coming in december. looking forward! haha. she was chosen by my shi gong before he died, so i think she should be quite good in terms of character. hope so.
sent 2 ppl away in a single day. nvr been so 'tired' before. haiz.... =.=
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