The feeling of losing a beloved/closed one is SUPER terrible.
Tuesday- Shortly after i reached home. my dad called to tell me my shi gong passed away. i was like 'wad?!'
2months ago, we were still sitting in his clinic, talking about me getting my license. talking about me having bf [TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE!], talking about my health condition.
1month ago, he was in hospital, before operation, my parents and i were visiting him almost every night
2 weeks ago, after his operation, he was in coma.
1 week ago, another operation, but was better, can talk, can eat, changed from ICU to normal ward.
2 days ago, he passed away.
i regret not spending enough time with him. really. he was half a relative to me, he was my mum's god-brother, which makes me his god-niece.
still remember the time he brought my sister and me to Malaysia, we had fun.
thinking back, i cried. writing this post, i was crying too.
yesterday, at his funeral, when i saw his body, i cried like mad, like what i did in china 2 months ago.
but at least, he was freed from all sufferings.
shi gong/ah-ku, you will be missed by us. esp my mother.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."