eh.. i duno what happen to you but.. all i wanna say is.. take care. i mean. after i saw your sms, i was like 'oh no....' no matter what happens, cheer up.. lol. er.. there are your friends behind you. frog and all. not forgetting me.. 加油 !!! Aja!!!
i may be thinking too much lar. haha. being the lor soh auntie again. but you are making me worried lar! hurhur. smile more mann!
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
do i really have a baby face? why one of my friend keep saying that?
got this quote from someone's blog. interesting. but true. read it.
"Friendship is not about doing every single thing together,singing praises of one another all the time,contacting each other everyday,wearing the same clothes during outings or taking anyone for granted. Friendship is about comfort.I can just say anything I want in front of a true friend,and laugh so loud that people think of us as crazy but we don't give a damn.Friendship is about having each other's backs.When I'm in trouble, you'll always be around making sure I'm alright,when I'm feeling down in the dumps,you'll be there wrapping your arms around me,and not crying along with me but cheering me up with your silly jokes and funny faces instead.Your actions tells me "I've got your back, honey! You'll be fine! :)"Friendship is about who came and never left.We don't contact 24/7, but when I need someone,you'll always be the first to come and last to go,bringing chocolates (and a box of kleenex just in case!),your pair of good listening ears and lots of cares over.And at the end of it, we'll always come out laughing and having fun like we always do no matter where we are; be it homes or malls!And Friendship is NEVER about trying too hard.You don't have to try to make me happy, neither do I.Because if we have to, that's not a friendship.I've to be comfortable around you and be able to say anything in mind even if it's a super silly one.We don't have to think hard to come up with topics just to keep the conversation going.We just do,we just blab on and on and on and on and on!Friendship is about truth and trust."
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
i got those songs! woohoo! somebody PM-ed me, not on STOMP!, then added me, sent me those songs! hurray!
she even commented i look cute in the first photo of my previous post. LOL *blushing*. hurhur. ok i'm mad. HAHA.
off to listen to the 3 songs! haha.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Scenery from the plane. Beautiful?
Ms Koh's choco snowman! Cute!
Our buddies. I LOVEEE their uniforms!
My buddy, Yan Zhao and Me! I look so nerdy in that uniform. in that face.
Climbing Mt Taishan. Ms Low and Ms Koh!
Ms Low and Me. LOL once again, i look so stupid..
ARC!
Hazel going mad during the pillow fight. hurhur
Qingdao beer. the hand in the middle. MINE!
Hazel, Me, Pawita. on board the plane to china, shanghai. HAHA
ar. even more depressed when i saw those photos i took in china, shan dong. miss them. posted some postcards to them, they have not replied. lol..
you guys know li yu chun? was searching for her version of 爱得太傻. found out that some of her songs really nice. and she has this really low~~~ voice. totally like guy mann. tsktsktsk...
anyone has her songs, 爱得太傻 and 雨天, please send me? kamsahamnida!
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
I want this hairstyle! always duno how to do it. LOL
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
lol. went out with somebody todae. to orchard. LOL. i was late! super malu. because of the trip to the polyclinic. long registering time, long waiting time, long consultation time, long waiting time to collect medicine. what does this show? Singapore has a inefficient health care system. hurhur.
arrived at 1plus. LOL. shopped walked talked joked played. all in all, we had fun. initially watch movie, but because of the fact that i was late, OR not enough time, we didnt watch. hurhur. bought a pair of shoes for somebody special. HEEHEE. wanna buy belt, tee-shirts, but...
rained heavily suddenly. LOL. had a hard time walking to far east. haha.
saw damn lots of ...... one reason that made me so depressed. HAHA
saw jiang cheng xi, fiona xie at far east plaza. AND no matter where we walk, we will see them filming. LOL. duno whether got kena filmed. *SHUCKS*. jiang cheng xi quite good looking, tall too. hmm..
saw my cousin at taka. i didn't see her. she saw me. she hit me. i thought it was somebody. then she said, 'dont pretend you cant see me lar!' LOL. I'm sorry. i really didnt see you. hurhur..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! mummy and ms yang! HAHA..
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
SPOP main theme - Hurray. By WHO? Of course JJ Lin Jun Jie lar!
nice song. meaningful lyrics..
Dedicate this song/video to Ron.
林俊傑 - Hurray (一起搖) 作詞：林宇中、許環良 作曲：林俊傑
黑白的琴道 指尖來引爆 誰要想接招 耳朵先豎好
我功力高強 獨門的格調 好壞不由別人講 玩得開心最重要
唱唱唱 我唱到啞掉 跳跳跳我跳翻天Hurray 全世界不睡覺 一起搖
闖闖闖我過關斬將 亮亮亮我刀光亮Hurray 讓全世界看我 發光
信的拳腳 我揮灑逍遙 馬步扎無數通宵 台上一分鐘 練十年功
唱唱唱 我唱到啞掉 跳跳跳我跳翻天Hurray 全世界不睡覺 一起搖
闖闖闖我過關斬將 亮亮亮我刀光亮Hurray 讓全世界看我 發光
有夢就不渺小 不怕地再大 天再高 不驕傲 剛剛好 你最瞭
唱唱唱 我唱到啞掉 跳跳跳我跳翻天Hurray 全世界不睡覺 一起搖
闖闖闖我過關斬將 亮亮亮我刀光亮Hurray 讓全世界看我 發光 亮...
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Ai De Tai Sha - Li Yu Chun. When i was in China, the students there said i looked like her. LOL. Chinese 2nd version of Dangshinuen. I find this version quite nice. Better than the 1st version. HAHA
FINALLY! i found the lyrics for 'The Best Is Yet To Come'
The Best Is Yet To Come 曲：林一峰 词：林一峰 编：李端娴/人山人海
永远有一个吻未尝 有些烛光未燃亮 若爱太苦要落糖 结它断线亦无恙
To hug someone to kiss someone The best is yet to come
若要错失永不能守 得到也不代表长久 假使快乐有尽头 痛苦也未会不朽
寂寞半点假如不能承受 这生命注定过得不易 笑与泪 亦有时候
To hug someone to kiss someone The best is yet to come
若你说不再听情歌 不想再经历这漩涡 假使抱住你拳头 到底也没法牵手
就是为了追求一时平静 将感情隔离半点感动都扼杀 没法承受 永远有不妥协伤口
有些憾事不放手 若你太刻意淡忘 越会补不到缺口
Why don't you just hug someone just kiss someone The best is yet to come
最好的尚未来临
Meaningful? i do find it meaningful..
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Thinking back, i must have been seriously foolish. Seriously childish. Sometimes, i feel like a fool. Yesterday night, lying on my bed, listening to 'The Best Is Yet To Come' by AT17, suddenly felt so EMOtional. Got that wanna cry but cant cry kind of feeling. Perhaps my mind is full of rubbish. Rubbish which i cant clear, even if i want to do so. =.=
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
AT17, wonderful cantopop duo. Sing live super nice. listening to their song, i got this soothing feeling. its nice.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
ok. whatever it is. both parties, appease please. one is my friend, another also my friend. i dont want either parties to be angry, to get hurt. i dont want anything to hurt our friendships to suffer.
change phone again. DUH! troublesome. have to send contacts blah blah. all because of my brother. took my old phone. tsktsktsk. now i am taking a RED phone! then my mama BROWN phone. w910i eh! shiok lor.
shit. haven buy present for my mama. her birthday tomorrow eh!
i wanna go out tomorrow! haiz..
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Monday, November 26, 2007
The Best Is Yet To Come - AT17. Inspired By A Movie, And Someone. HAHA
she said, 'if she's yours, she will be yours. if she's not yours, no matter what you do, she just wont be yours. cry also no use.'
meaningful?! i do find it meaningful. especially for peeps like me. hurhur
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
yea. i was clearing my cupboard yesterday. found out that..
i have...
-5566 album [abit yellowish but still in good condition] -Tony Sun Xie Zhi's poster [The guy from 5566. Nice Condition!] -Isabella Leung's DEBUT album. Bought from Yahoo auctions. -Tony Sun's Autobiography Book. [Super good condition, my cousin bought for me for my 13th birthday i suppose] -TONS of newspaper cuttings of different stars. From 5566, to Jeanette Aw, to Jonathan Leong, to Isabella Leung... Mostly 5566 and Jeanette's turned yellow. HAHAHAHA..
For your information, i dont craze 5566..
HURHURHURHUR ^^
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
- RED[STOP]
-YELLOW[ PREPARE TO STOP]
-GREEN[GO!]
{ever see a human traffic light?} HAHAHA
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
you know how i am feeling right now? i duno. things came all at once all of a sudden. and i dint managed to handle them well enough.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
to jinxuan : i'll tell you everything once i have the green light. i hope it wont affect our friendship. because i do treasure this friendship alot. i know you have doubts about my friends. but i'll handle this myself. not that i dont want you to interfer or something.
to hei se : hope you aint shocked. wanted to tell u guys about this long time ago. but i dint have the courage. not that i dont trust you guys, but its hard. really. hard to open my mouth, hard to find the courage to do so. i duno if you would understand my feelings but i hope you could. i could tell other people because of some reasons. and. its over the net.
to ron : HAHA. i'm really glad to have know you. somebody i could tell my secrets freely. thanks. maybe you were right. i should not have said so much. thanks for your concerns. *i'm worried now* hurhur. all the best for your exams. good luck! give yourself a second chance. you might do well. haha
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
went school with ms yang and pearl on saturday morning. to get our textbooks. i arrived late, thanks to bus no 806.. waited a whole 20minutes! then went home, did some housework, headed down to vivocity with the same 2 people again. haha. vivo is so damn big ok! lol.
haiz... when will my problem be solved?
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
i love my threads, but they are shifted. idiot moderators. attract many people then shift. KNS.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Thursday, November 22, 2007
i guess i must be what she said. idiottttt. yea. i'm an idiot. idiot hc. idiot heit. idiot me. hurhur
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
This is the MV to the song 爱不分. first song on my playlist. er.. i find the MV interesting, touching as well. dont care the characters in the MV, just concentrate on the storyline. yea i know they are lesbians, but the song was written for that purpose. haha. dont think so much.. 2 people in love, separated because of an accident. dont think so much. its a touching MV.
and and and.. moral of the story.. Dont cycle on the roads, cycle on the pavement, then wont be knocked down lor! haha.
nice MV..
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
... went to school to collect my brother's PSLE results today. guess how much he scored?
229. 4As. hurhur. okok. he won me. i only scored 224, 2As; 2Bs. seeing his results, i felt happy for him. but was disappointed with myself. why didn't i did that well 3 years ago?! my mother told me. the standard cant be compared lar. lol.. nvm. its all over. just have to work hard for my Os next year. haha. TARGET : L1B4 = less than 15, wanna enter NYP [nanyang polytechnic], sports study OR biomedical studies OR hotel management studies. HAHA. *wait long long ar* hurhur
super nice song that i can relate to. found this song on a web by chance. sang by a china butch singer. hurhur. i find the chorus very meaningful.. although it was sang in a oldies style, but.... this is music mann! haha. look at the lyrics carefully, nice song written. touching too. the lyrics tell everything..... about me. hurhur
Actually dont quite like this song at first. but after listening it for a few times, finally can relate to it, then, finally like it. hurhur
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Is my voice really like a guy?! when i call ah purple, her aunt told her a guy was looking for her. LOL when i call ms yang's house, her mother went to told her a guy came calling, looking for her. =.= my voice really so guyish? hurhur.
if so, then i'm 90% done. haha. left 10% for me to touch up on. but that one, must wait another few years. and must see whether i lucky a not. haha..
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Feeling good? did some housework [sweep, mop floor, prepare milo and milk for siblings, cook rice.] good workout, esp the sweeping and mopping floor. hurhur. slept at 1plus ytd, was sms-ing someone. HAHA. in the end i fall asleep and ignored her message. oops, sorry. haha. going to meet ah purple, beryl at 4pm today. going to gym! woots. jx ask me pass her the cd the next time we go library.. HAHAHA. *excited* tomorrow my brother going to get his PSLE results! and i'll be going back to my ex-primary school - northland primary! YEA! yesterday saw a teenage girl who resembles a teacher i respect most, mrs cha, was wondering with beryl whether she is her daughter, same face, same kind look. hurhur..
okok, have to spend my time wisely on computer! haha.
looking forward to seeing you online!
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
had a FRUITFUL day. haha. it all happened when.. i started a convo with her. [with much encouragement from an overseas friend.] but at first kept giving me late replies. but den she invite me on her webcam. i told her mine not working, but she ask me 'accept'. haha den we started webcam convo, oni i can see her, she cant see me. i asked her why want webcam convo, she said, afternoon used webcam. den since the webcam is there, so she used it to convo with me.. blah blah blah.... i shall not elaborate bcoz its private.... they say i sound excited. maybe i was. LOL
got a shock. after that. hurhur. but thks ron. u are a good fren. serious. i mean. best net friend.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
BORED! went IMM with ms yang, ah purple, beryl, sw. i was super early. 11.15am reach le. went to buy yoghurt drink to 'kill' time. in the end, still very early. sms-ed ms yang. sat down and wait for the others to arrive. den, beryl came. UNEXPECTEDLY! coz we arranged to meet at IMM at 1pm. haha. IN THE END, ms yang was late! nvm nvm, shall not elaborate. hurhur. reached IMM, find somewhere to eat, in the end, settled for long john silver. SHOP SHOP SHOP, nth to shop. =.= went west mall. sw said she had sth on so left early. LOL. saw this auntie with weird b*****s. WAHAHA. beryl, ah purple and me were like laughing for the whole trip. SUPER 'sharp' b*****s. =) went this fashion, ms yang and beryl bought same skirt. super mini orh! HAHA. den nth to shop so went back northpoint. met yi jing along the way, went to buy claire guo jing's album. MISSION DONE! hurhur. jin xuansaid she was touched. hahahaha. *GLAD*. hurhur. took neoprints with them. walau, super tiring mann. but had fun. haha. went home after that, on bus 806, got this lady, OL probably. keep looking at us [ah purple, beryl, me] and smiling. SOT?! haha. ar. fah and ren going to watch doreamon tmr!! i wanna go!! argh. but nvm, going gym tmr to train with ah purple and beryl! YEA!
hey girl, [if you ever see this], read your blog, sense sth happen. you told me you wanted to chat with me but sth happened so you didnt. i jus wanna say, cheer up. life is full of ups and downs. like a roller coaster ride. you have your friends beside you, cheering you up. haha. my friend told me to tell you sth mushy, which i cant say out and i aint gonna say it here too. haha. jus... live life to the fullest, jus enjoy life now and dun think so much. haha. [er... dont think too much abt it. hurhur]
ron! you oso MIA?! haha. or sth happened to you?! lol. crapping. cya soon!
P.S : listen to 933fm this thursday, 22 november! esp ron and my dear friends!
CHEERS dudeS!~ hurhur
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Current status : sad, tired. missing my shi gong, missing my maid. haiz
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Today is the day i'll probably remember for life. Early morning, we went down to geylang to pay our last respects for my shi gong/ah-ku. saw him in the coffin for the last time. got down on our knees and paid our last respects. =.= again. i cried. i tried holding back my tears but whenever i think of the times we spent together, i teared. went to mandai crematorium, hall 2. his coffin was pushed inside. we all stand by his coffin, bowed 3 times to him. den, made our way to the viewing hall, waiting for his coffin to be pushed into the 'oven'. there, AGAIN, i tried not to cry. but AGAIN, i failed to do so. thinking back, i kinda regret not spending more time with him. when his coffin was pushed, or rather computer-automated to 'roll' inside the 'oven', i cried like hell, like wad i did in china 2 months ago. and my fcuking bloody idiot nose released SO MUCH mucus, heavy flow. until my hands oso sticky. yucks. i only start to tear and my nose start to 'rain'! lol. okok. in the past, he told me when he's better, he'll treat us to swensen's ice-cream, now there's no chance. he wanted me to learn his skills, helping ppl feel the pulse, i told him when i'm older, now, older also no use. still remembered the time he took me to Malaysia, brought us to play, shopping, eat sumptuous dinner even though his leg was hurting that time. he got this never-say-die attitude. he was like half a god, he kinda knew when he would die. i shall not elaborate lar.. anw, i really miss him lar. T.T
todae, we sent our maid, gemma, back to Philippines too. she cried, i dint. not that i'm heartless, but, i managed to hold back my tears. 2years 2months. time flies like nobody's business. my new maid coming in december. looking forward! haha. she was chosen by my shi gong before he died, so i think she should be quite good in terms of character. hope so.
sent 2 ppl away in a single day. nvr been so 'tired' before. haiz.... =.=
The feeling of losing a beloved/closed one is SUPER terrible. Tuesday- Shortly after i reached home. my dad called to tell me my shi gong passed away. i was like 'wad?!' 2months ago, we were still sitting in his clinic, talking about me getting my license. talking about me having bf [TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE!], talking about my health condition. 1month ago, he was in hospital, before operation, my parents and i were visiting him almost every night 2 weeks ago, after his operation, he was in coma. 1 week ago, another operation, but was better, can talk, can eat, changed from ICU to normal ward. 2 days ago, he passed away. i regret not spending enough time with him. really. he was half a relative to me, he was my mum's god-brother, which makes me his god-niece. still remember the time he brought my sister and me to Malaysia, we had fun. thinking back, i cried. writing this post, i was crying too. yesterday, at his funeral, when i saw his body, i cried like mad, like what i did in china 2 months ago. but at least, he was freed from all sufferings. shi gong/ah-ku, you will be missed by us. esp my mother.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
HOME SWEET HOME! stayed over at my couz hse the last 2 days, cuz her mum help me dye hair. lol. monday went her bball frens 'BBQ', and, i duno any of them there, so i jus stoned and watch tv. den her frens said i was anti-social. lol. i shud have joined christ church secondary! joined their bball team!! ARGH!!! Went out yesterday with my couz to toa payoh for her interview. i duno her frens, so super quiet. and ended up being anti-social..[that was wad they said..] on the train to tpy, her fren said i had long sideburns, and very handsome. i love that comment, but super paiseh. haha. Den met shu wen at tpy mrt station, went down to plaza singapura. she passed her things to her mum's fren, 'bought' some food and returned. LOL. okok. i'm super embarrassed. At the mrt station [douby?!], saw a les couple erm erm erm. kissing. HAHA. when we were walking down, i already saw it. jus that it was not obvious. den while waiting for the train, the butch started to continuously kiss the gal. super funny. i told shu wen, den she like so excited. LOL. she say she cant see, so i walked over to where they standing, den let her see. LOL. after we entered the train, we cant see them coz they too many ppl. at orchard station, many alight, so more space. the couple went over to sit, den shu wen walked over to somewhere near them and stand! lol. they kinda notice me looking at them, den they continue smooching. LOL. HAHA. abit disgusting but.... funny. haha
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I Fcuking Wanna Chat With You
But I Dont Have The Courage. I Know I'm A Fcuking Coward. =.=
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Sad news. My shi gong passed away..
He was alright the past few days. Even transferred out of ICU to normal ward. Can talk, can eat, etc. But, this afternoon, he jus went like this. LOL
Anw, shi gong, you will be missed by many. =(
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
HMM. Back at home. Haha. Home Sweet Home. LOL okok. Saw a mum with her baby in the mrt todae. Baby superrrr cute. Mum superrrr pretty. Her husband was sleeping, and the mum had probs carrying her child. LOL. And her husband continue to sleep, as if nth happened! LOL. Irresponsible.. LOL.
And, accompanied fah go cut hair todae. Her fringe.....super funny. But nice though.. The hairdresser, Jessica, even help me cut and spike my hair! For free! HAHA. Bcoz i recommend fah go there cut hair. LOL
SIANS. Homework completed : 5%. DIE LIAO!
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Monday, November 12, 2007
I dye my hair DARK BROWN!! HAHAHA. And and and... We all decided not to go for wed's anderson sec MOCK ASEAN CONFERENCE! WOO! haha
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Sunday, November 11, 2007
PEEPS! I'M NOT GONNA DROP ADD MATH ANYMORE!!!!!!! I will continue that subject BUT will not take that subject for O levels... HEEHEE!!
AND AND AND, I'm going to get my hair highlighted, dark brown!!! LOL.. HURHUR!! Haiz. 思念是一种病...
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Saturday, November 10, 2007
I'm missing you already.
wad to do?
hurhur.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
We will miss you for sure.
Miss Koh~~
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Went Bishan library with jin xuan and pearl todae. LOL. Ate yoshi, kaarage VM. hurhur. shop shop awhile.. Bought new ear studs! Haha. Managed to got hold of 2 books. YI SHA BEI LA [Isabella], a movie novel and Jailbait. Why a chinese novel?! because my fav actress ISABELLA LEUNG acted in that movie! Nice and touching movie! Haha Why a english book?! I duno too. the title seemed nice. So... hurhur.. LOL. crappin away~ lack of sleep too, not because i dun wan, but i CANT sleep. too much troubles. haha.. LOL. i hope to complete 10% of my hw by next week. but i'm like addicted to the com!!! HOW?!?!
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Anybody know the meaning of 失恋? Anybody know the meaning of lovesick? HAHA. I'm lame. Nth else to do...
{我很烦. 真的很烦}
OH YA. Wanting to ask this question for a long long time..
'Hi Hello,I know that this is a little (or very) weird but I'm extremely intrigued by you. Hahahah like you have some strange magnetic force or something?Yeah I know that its ever weirder that my account is VERY empty hahaha but actually you know,I signed up just to send this message to you.Yeahhhh.If you don't mind or isn't creeped out by me!, or this message, hahah send me a reply? I'd love that Then maybe I can add you on msn or something? Thanks! Hahahaha and if you think that I'm some ji ko pei guy i'm not ok! I'm a girl!'
Anyone can tell me what it means? Good or bad?
P.S: Ron, dun think too much ar! Haha. Jus curious what others will feel. Haha
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Friday, November 9, 2007
{enuff is enuff. one's temperament is LIMITED.}
LOL. crapped enuff this morning. Haha. Anyone 'travelled' up to 39 storeys high in a HDB block before?! HAHA. I assure u ur legs whud go JELLY if u looked down. But den again, scenery really nice. I whud wanna live that high in future. HURHUR. Ytd, alot of things happened. First - my uncle kinda stupidly slashed his thumb while opening a tub of ice cream, WITH A KNIFE. LOL. And, his blood cant stop flowing, or i shud say... GUSHING OUT. It was so damn scary. Even when my dad tried to place the plaster for him, the blood gushed out thru the tiny holes of the plaster!!!~ EEEEEEE...!!~ His blood cant clot, i suppose.. He is a stubborn man though. Doctor gave him medicine eat he nvr eat. or DUN WAN TO eat. LOL.
Second - I was SGH, visiting my shi gong. Was in the ICU waiting area.. A group of family members were sitting there chatting, happily. Den a guy came in say, 'papa...' The rest were like so happy, 'wake up?!' You guess wad he reply?! He replied, 'xin tiao tin le' [which means, heart stopped beating] The others rushed into the ICU... abt 20mins lata, they came out crying. At that moment, i duno whether its tears of joy or tears of u-noe-wad... I kinda earsdropped their convo... Heard them saying.. 'dun be too sad.. papa no more already...' / 'i'll go home and contact the undertaker and arrange things', etc.. GOSH. i actually feel sad.. serious..
Third - read my earlier post if u wan..
{enuff is enuff. one's temperament is LIMITED.}
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
omgomgomg. come online more often dun be on a 'away' or 'busy' mode. since i hav to log off at 11plus. T.T crappin~~~
{nvm. its too late anw.. way too late..}
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
WARNING! *The following contains expilcit contents! Not for those who cant stand vulgarities and those PURE ppl!*
FUCK! I have had enuff of all this. SERIOUS MANN! EVERYWHERE i go, ppl tend to talk to me abt GOD, JESUS, LESBIANISM, HOMOSEXUAL-ISM. WHY WHY WHY?! Yesterday, went to some lawyer's house to do my brother's deed poll, he was changing his name. Then, this female lawyer came talking to me about god. Wad 'I'm THE PRECIOUS CHILD OF GOD!'?! Saying, 'maybe god wants me to tell you this, coz yesterday night, i have this feeling i'm going to talk about this.......have a feeling i'm going to talk about lesbianism, tomboys, etc.... WAD THE FUCK! Come on, i'm not a 3 year old kiddy kid. LOL. Still talk about MIRACLES, she said she ACCIDENTALLY threw away her gems, den MIRACULOUSLY found them in Singapore?! WHO WILL EVER GONNA BELIEVE THAT SHIT?! Quoted from her, 'god planned everything, when we born; wad we do when we grow up; when we die, etc...' SO, THERE IS SERIOUSLY NO USE TALKING TO ME ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT! since god planned EVERYTHING, SO EVERYTHING HAS BEEN ALREADY PLANNED! no matter wad I do, wad U GUYS do, ITS NOT GONNA HELP! all i wanna say is, LET NATURE TAKES IT COURSE. no use forcing a person to do something when the person DOESN'T WANT TO. I noe my parents care and worry abt me, BUT, wad can i do? I cant help it! i'm sorry if u guys wanna think that i purposely did this to disappoint u. I AM NOT! EVEN IF I WERE ONE, WAD'S SO WRONG ABT IT?! i mean, is homosexuality really that discriminated at by u guys? well, they are humans, they love ppl too. JUS THAT THEIR SEXUAL ORIENTATION IS DIFFERENT! u cant blame them though, its their GENES, its BORN-IN them.
enough of crapping, i jus wanna get this outta my chest. ITS FRUSTRATING, makes me lose sleep. and i think my relationship with my parents is gonna hurt bcoz of this topic. LOL. i tried my best to stop this, but i cant. SORRY GUYS!
I'm jus pissed and frustrated. dint meant to hurl so much vulgarities. but if u mind, den dun read this.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
My heart nvr beat this FAST before. Hurhur. Serious. LOL, i duno why myself too. HAHA. I think i'm going mad. HURHUR.
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
oLOL. Tiring day! Lessons from 8 - 12.30! With a 30mins break in between only! LOL. 8-9 [SS], 9-10[geog], 10.30-12.30[bio]. DEN, the 2 hours english course that everyone dreaded! Well, luckily our instructor is the youngest, prettiest of all. Coloured eye contacts, dyed hair, 'in' style of dressing sense. LOL. But todae, she chose to ZHONG XING DA BAN, wear like a guy, which i find cool! HAHA. And, she nearly lost her cool at us, esp the guys, who were like sleeping, playing around. .... But i still gave her an 'excellent' for the feedback form. LOL. I am so pervert. hurhur. Haiz, Pawita going back to thai tmr. I WANNA GO TOO!!! LOL.
Really hope i could go out nxt week, either to kbox with my frens or to play bball with sb called 'i am who i am'. LOL cant disclose. lol. jokn
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Monday, November 5, 2007
Jus a random question. How many of u guys are actually HOMOPHOBIC? Can ans me in the tagboard. THKS!
Ar. I dint attend SS lesson todae.. Kinda sick and giddy when i woke up, so i continued sleeping, until SW smsed me.. So sorry.. But i still attended the english course! LOL. Went ms yang's hse after tt. COOL. Her hse is like SO DAMN BIG! LOL. Gtg complete my phys hw. HAHA
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Sunday, November 4, 2007
CHANGED SONG! Gonna change skin soon. Hurhur. OK. SIANS! Missed the broadcast of the Singapore Hits Awards on channel U ytd night. Was at the hosp once again. LOL. My mum told me my Shi Gong ain't gonna make it. Was in the ICU again. LOL. One whole group waiting outside the ICU, duno for wad. HAHA. OKOK. LOL. Sians, i haven learn my english words! Haven do my phys hw!
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Saturday, November 3, 2007
OH YEA! I finally completed season one! COOL! Surprised endings yea. But i'm lookin forward to season two! HURHUR. Hmm. Initially planned to book a chalet and have a ALL-GALS gathering. But i guess most parents wont allow and it whud be quite a waste. So... i think we'll jus organise a outing or sth like tat. T_T. ARGH! Its kinda boring at home. lol.. Off to STOMP! HAHAHA
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Finally got to exercise todae. Played bball with Pearl, Shi jie, Beryl. HAHA. Pearl ask me every tuesday and thursday wanna go run threadmill. And i AGREED! But duno how much to enter the gym. Haha.. LOL. Sian, tmr got english course. Have to stay till 5pm! ARGH!
"I'm your little miss everything. ."
PROFILE
TAYHUICHENG.
-normal girl.
-boyish though.
-short like a potato.
-ugly like a durian.
-cow is my nick, pig is my partner.
-can be funny at times, but can also be like the volcano eruption when something upsets me. *BEWARE*.
-stupid.
-lame.
-joker.
That's Me..
Ex-Northlander. Current-Orchid Parker. In a class of animals called 4s2-animal farm Taking Os this year. Aiming to get into SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC to study TOURISM and MANAGEMENT.
-24 april – Start of MYE
-3 may – SISTER’s birthday!
-12 may - End of MYE
-20 may – SHUWEN’s birthday!
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